A few words
Everyone always (or at least generally) wants to know age, so I'll start with that. Actually I don't know if age is really that important, because some people are 15 y/o but still can act like an adult. On the other hand, it do give some direction that how some person would behave. Do you know what ageing means? Okay, let me explain. It means that over time.. ah FFS. -.- Never mind.
Mine is a little over 22 years (I was born in July 8, 1988). I'm from Jyväskylä, Finland. I don't smoke, drink alcohol for getting drunk and usually I don't even swear (in normal speaking/as adjective, everyone says something rude when they are pissed off enough). Also I play World of Warcraft for getting that feeling of success that I can't achieve in the real world.

My favorite food is beef pizza with pineapples, and I drink too much coffee. If around five full mugs of coffee per day is too much. Actually it isn't I think. Too much would be there when I vomit it out.. Anyways, my physical appearance is not overweighted, not even near that; I broke my left hand (wrist, actually) bones when I stumbled while running on downhill and doctors had to do their magic with knifes and stuff when I slept over it. I still have over 12 cm long scar on my wrist, and touch sense (or what ever it's called, I don't know) isn't even close to normal there.

The internet and my website(s) has always been place to say things I can't say in real life. Actually I can't open up and say when something feels bad, I just smile and say that everything is fine. Oh well, can't help it.

There is no love.. life
I don't have any kind of Life. I just don't like to go out; I always try to avoid unknown people. Reason could be hard times in school with other kids, but I won't say more about that one. Except that those assholes who enjoy to harm other kids mentally or physically, should get hanged. I would want to tell more and let all that sorrow and hate come out, but I can't find good words. It'll stay there forever.

Also I still would like to lock door of my room and close windows, so I would know that no one can see me and I'm safe. I hate when people look at me. I always want to turn around and just go away, but sadly that isn't always possible.

I have two good friends in real life. :O In unreal life I have them a lot more. Or at least I count them as friends, don't know what they think about me. It's very difficult for me to make friends and usually (always) I'm not the one who makes first step.

Also known as
Dwnldz_5 (AfterDawn, Summer-Glau.net and SubtitleSource)
Daunlouded (deviantART, YouTube and Last.fm)
Downloaded (Suomi24)
Sin'dorei (Finnish Wikipedia)

I fade away, from this world
I heard most men are using free time watching sports from TV, or tuning their car/bike or what ever. I use my free time at my computer. Just say I'm a nerd.
I do not have any kind of idea, why I like computers so much. When I first time got my hands on Amiga 500, there was no return. A few years after that we (more about "we" later" got our first "real" computer, IBM Aptiva (something). My first good (while thinking stuff I do) computer was something like this: AMD Athlon XP 1900+ (processor), 512 MB DDR (RAM), ATi Radeon 9600 XT (graphics card) and ASUS A7A266-E (motherboard). My OS was Windows 2000 Professional. I never started to use Windows XP because it just looked and felt so horrible (and still does), so my next OS was Windows Vista and I'm currently using Seven.

Things I do with my PC: drawing, listening music, playing games.. the list is almost infinite. I made my first website when I was about 14-15 years old. Not much say about that, I was just learning the HTML code so they were simple pages made with tables.

I made my PC from parts, so I can't say manufacturer and model. So, I'll write parts of it: Intel Core 2 Duo E6750, MSI P31 Neo-F, 2 GB DDR2 RAM, Palit ATi Radeon HD 4870 1 GB, a lot of HDD space and CoolerMaster CM690-case with side window. Operating system is Windows 7. I never update my computer only because there is new and better stuff coming out. I buy new parts only when old one goes broken.

Eternal noise around me
My music taste is hard to say, its so wide. Tags like "female fronted metal" and "power/death/gothic metal" would be right to describe it, but almost anything is fine. I have one absolute rule without any exceptions: if someone says "Jesus" or "God" with positive purpose, I really hate it.

Mostly I prefer good lyrics, but melody is an important factor too. Songs without lyrics at all aren't on my favorites -list. I never get tired on sad stories and dark lyrics, I don't know why.

A few examples of generally food artists: Nightwish, Eternal Tears of Sorrow, Tristania, Xandria, The Offspring and Mors Principium Est. Last.fm can tell even more, but those were my current favorites. Few great songs:
After Forever - De-energized
Eternal Tears of Sorrow - As I Die & The River Flows Frozen
Kelly Clarkson - Addicted
Korn - Falling Away from Me
Norther - Death Unlimited & Frozen Angel
Xandria - Ginger & In Love with the Darkness
Tristania - Deadlands & The Ravens
Within Temptation - Frozen
Mors Principium Est - The Harmony Remains & Two Steps Away
Epica - Replica

All I see, and all I want to see
In other words: TV-shows and movies. Tags: action, comedy and sci-fi.
If there is too much violence, I don't like it. Crime/prison/thriller movies arent (usually) my favorites either. I do like big (not too big) gasoline-explosions, car chases and gun shooting, as long as there is not too much of it. The 14-min action scene in The Matrix: Reloaded was good due there was so much changes.
Watchable TV-shows are 24, Mythbusters, The Big Bang Theory, South Park and House.
Few good movies:
Eraser
Back to the Future-trilogy
Shoot 'Em Up
The Transporter-movies
Terminator-movies (except T3, I just didn't like it)
Die Hard-movies
Déjà Vu
Resident Evil + Apocalypse, Extinction and maybe Afterlife.. haven't seen it yet
Shaun of the Dead

Playing my games
As previously stated, I started playing with Amiga 500. My favorite games from those times were Cannon Fodder, Lemmings 2, Zool 2 and X-Out.
At this moment, PC is the only right platform for me to play games. Generally real time strategy, first person shooter and racing games are always near my heart. I could list loads of great games here, but no-one would actually read them all.
Anyway, recently played (within one-two months): Far Cry, Blur, Prototype, Mafia II, Singularity and World of Warcraft.

/care a lot about..
Computer(s) and nearly everything what can be done with them. It's interesting how many things you can do with them without direct contact on other people.
Drawing, with or without computer. Hand drawing is smoother, that's why I want a graphics tablet. Anyway, maybe I some day will scan and upload all of them into this website.
Summer Glau, very beautiful and skilled actress. I love her.
Toyota Corolla DX (pre-1982). I like older cars with blocky design.
Chevrolet Pickup '90. Sound of V-Eight is always nice to hear. I chose Pickup and year '90 only because I have chance to drive it in real life.
My parents. Even when sometimes I hate them for dominating my life, I do love them just like they are. I also feel a little sad because I don't do things like they would want, and I wasn't good at school. Way too much stuff to list so just forget it.
Also my big brother. When we were yung, we never were always nice to each other. At these days I've noticed that he actually cares about me.

TL;DR!
Too long; didn't read? I'm Finnish man who is complete computer nerd in love with Summer Glau and also plays WoW. And listens female fronted metal.

You left me into darkness
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